Mediocrity intensified

Yep it's been a long damn time since I've posted. What have I been up to? I've been sick, haven't developed my New York pics yet. I keep searching for a job and bought a printer in an attempt to put together some sort of portfolio. I made some business cards adverting myself mostly as a copywriter and layout artist. I keep searching, I think I'd like to try radio, television, and various publications including newspapers and magazines. Eh, it's depressing. Tonight I plan on going home, installing my printer and trying to mess around with photoshop/illustrator and design some stuff. Life is dull, wish I had a job.

Happy New York New Year

Looking out the window in New York City is like looking at all the dreams I make excuses for not achieving. My soul is forever sighing at the gray space within me that I ignore into nonexistence. I will forever be timid and jaded, full of "I can'ts" and "if onlys". No one will rescue me, I promise you that.