Tuesday, December 20, 2005

So it's been a while. Don't worry Kelly I'll call you, I've just been crazy busy.

Just have a few minutes to scratch out a note.

I've been to two christmas parties so far and I'll be attending a third on Christmas eve. I predict each party will be better than the one b4 it. This Christmas for me isn't really a Christmas at all. It's just a day. To be quite honest I wish my daily routine didn't have to stop for Christmas. I would gladly work right through the holiday. It's just not something I look forward to this year. Although I do, of course, have my real Christmas tree like I needed.

Anyway, what else is new? Without divulging too much info. I've gone back on track towards a destination, a career, a change, a place to live. With my income tax refund this year I think I want to go to San Fran. All I know is that inside of me I know I need to leave LA for good but I'm just sure about the where. Ideally it will be some big exciting city where ppl don't run me down and it snows in winter. I want culture, my own apartment, a dog of my own and a little life to build on. I don't need lots of money, I need socializing, cooking exotic foods, dinners with friends, board game night with wine, and a gym around the corner. I want to watch foreign and independent films and press forward eagerly. I want to love people and experience life. I want to travel the world and write a book about it.

So enough dreaming for now. Perhaps I'll see you there.